I started the day with a big coffee and watching a mtbiking dvd, Kranked Revelove. Basically this is my normal Sunday morning routing with the variation being the DVD and the amount of coffee. I'll admit I started feeling a little sorry for myself. Health wise for reasons mentioned, life wise coz I'm waiting for something that can't come soon enough but is still ages away, psychomologically coz I'd rather be riding with friends in BC, anjoying the warm weather and generally kicking it. The fact that I'd been watching epic trails on the hypnobox didn't help.
But the sun was shining so I decided to head to the local dj's. Not expecting much as it was still kinda frosty and they basically don't dry out in winter so lots of lines gte shut down. I got over there and added to feeling sorry for my sorry ass self...out of gas and coughing up horrible shit by the time I got there...... big puddle heading into where I normally like 180 out of, 'nother line being worked on so shut down.....greasy mud shit everywhere...argh.
Basically the only option was mucking around on little stuff or hitting the big line cold, and as I haven't been riding for an age I didn't feel like this was viable. And that's about when I started having fun, mucking around on the small stuff trying things that you don't normally think about or don't seem worth trying straight up on the big stuff. I kept thinking about an article Cam McCaul wrote in a recent decline magazine about confronting your fears and taking satisfaction from facing them rather than depression from shying away....something to do with guinea pigging stuff.
I wound up trying a right foot over the top tube to landing side saddle...stoopid but fun. And I realized that at the very least a 1 foot can is achievable and maybe even a no foot can....but that's another days fear.
I think what I'm getting at is make do with what you got, whatever you're in to. It may not be the best in the world but push it as far as you can, use it in a way that gets your stoke on and most of all have fun.





